break and release

Sade-Pearls

2010-11-11T12:32:00.000-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eDMg8M4HmnQ

‎"Other side of the broken window" we all see here as well around us, but we choose to appreciate beauty, glamor then truth of life and real heroes .We the real people in the hands of Mother Earth.

quotes by my favorite capris

2009-12-14T23:45:00.000-08:00

They may take our lives but they'll never take our freedom.
Mel Gibson quote

Standing in someone else's shoes for a second, it suddenly dawns on you.
Mel Gibson quote

Float like a butterfly sting like a bee

Please note this is a common mis-spelling of Muhammad Ali:

My dad has always taught me these words: care and share. That's why we put on clinics. The only thing I can do is try to give back. If it works, it works.
Tiger Woods quote

One of the things that my parents have taught me is never listen to other people's expectations. You should live your own life and live up to your own expectations, and those are the only things I really care about it.
Parents | Tiger Woods quote

I don't know if I even have an aura, man. I just try to win.
Tiger Woods quote

I am the toughest golfer mentally.
Tiger Woods quote

I did envisage being this successful as a player, but not all the hysteria around it off the golf course.
Tiger Woods quote

I get to play golf for a living. What more can you ask for - getting paid for doing what you love.
Tiger Woods quote

This is as good as it gets - to win the Open Championship at the Home of Golf is a dream come true. [on winning the Open, 2005]
Tiger Woods quote
Biography
Golfing pro

Some people walk in the rain, others just get wet.
Roger Miller quote

What I'm doing here is seeking to offer protection from life, solely through the means of potato, butter and cream... there are times when only mashed potato will do.
Nigella Lawson quote

Gosh, this really is rather jolly good, now it's time to serve up and have a wonderful dinner party with your guests!
Nigella Lawson quote

This really is rather easy to do and not at all expensive [chucks together a hundred ingredients half of which us mere plebs have never heard of!]
Nigella Lawson quote

You can't be brave if you've only had wonderful things happen to you.
Mary Tyler Moore quote

Sometimes you have to get to know someone really well to realize you're really strangers.
Mary Tyler Moore quote

What you don't know intrigues you more than what you do know.
Loretta Young quote
Biography
Actress

It's a sin to be tired.
Kate Moss quote

I didn't eat for a long time. Not on purpose - you can forget eating!
Kate Moss quote

I was definitely living fast. I was working, travelling a lot, playing. I didn't stop. It all became unbalanced.
Kate Moss quote
Biography

Never marry a man who hates his mother, because he'll end up hating you.
Jill Bennett quote
Biography

Faithless is he that says farewell when the road darkens.
J R R Tolkien quote

Advice is a dangerous gift, even to the wise from the wise, and all courses may run ill.
Advice | J R R Tolkien quote

I don't know half of you half as well as I should like; and I like less than half of you half as well as you deserve.
J R R Tolkien quote

I cordially dislike allegory in all its manifestations, and always have done since I grew old and wary enough to detect its presence.
J R R Tolkien quote
Biography
British fantasy novelist, author of Lord of the Rings. Lived 1892 - 1973.

Playwright and screenwriter, 1931 - 1990

Every time I think that I'm getting old, and gradually going to the grave, something else happens.
Elvis Presley quote

I don't know anything about music. In my line of work you don't have to.
Music | Elvis Presley quote

Rhythm is something you either have or don't have, but when you have it you have it all over.
Elvis Presley quote

Ambition is a dream with a V8 engine.
Ambition | Elvis Presley quote

Some people tap their feet, some people snap their fingers, and some people sway back and forth. I just sorta do 'em all together, I guess.'
Elvis Presley quote

Rock and roll music, if you like it, if you feel it, you can't help but move to it. That's what happens to me. I can't help it.'
Elvis Presley quote

I ain't no saint, but I've tried never to do anything that would hurt my family or offend God... I figure all any kid needs is hope and the feeling he or she belongs. If I could do or say anything that would give some kid that feeling, I would believe I had contributed something to the world.'
Elvis Presley quote

I believe in the Bible. I believe that all good things come from God. I don't believe I'd sing the way I do if God hadn't wanted me to.'
Elvis Presley quote
Biography
Legendary 50's singer

If you can't pay for a thing, don't buy it. If you can't get paid for it, don't sell it. Do this, and you will have calm and drowsy nights, with all of the good business you have now and none of the bad. If you have time, don't wait for time.
Business | Benjamin Franklin quote

Fish and visitors stink after three days.
Benjamin Franklin quote

No man's life, liberty or fortune is safe while our legislature is in session.
Benjamin Franklin quote

One today is worth two tomorrows.
Benjamin Franklin quote

Beware of small expenses; a small leak will sink a great ship.
Benjamin Franklin quote

When the well's dry, we know the worth of water.
Benjamin Franklin quote

At twenty years of age, the will reigns; at thirty, the wit; and at forty, the judgement.
Benjamin Franklin quote

Never trust a government that doesn't trust its own citizens with guns.
Government | Benjamin Franklin quote
Biography
American politician, inventor and scientist. Lived 1706-90.

What broke in a man when he could bring himself to kill another?
Alan Paton quote

God forgives us... Who am I not to forgive?
Alan Paton quote

To give up the task of reforming society is to give up one's responsibility as a free man.
Alan Paton quote

When a deep injury is done us, we never recover until we forgive
Alan Paton quote
Biography
Writer

my frosty

2009-11-23T03:57:00.000-08:00

Make a Smilebox scrapbook

" A dog is the only thing on earth that will love you more than you love yourself. - Josh Billings "

I m just me

2009-11-09T08:15:00.000-08:00

I m an unexplored dream ....................

living in eyes waiting for the right platform to land ..

i m silent nite and a beautiful dawn we miss if we sleep longer.

i m just me, a mood swing of a child smiling seeing a smile.

i m insearch of witness, we all need for our lives else life is incomplete .

no witness to rejuvinate tired soul and listen white noises we hold.

little wish....

2009-10-09T12:38:00.000-07:00

I am writing this blog since some days now,I even got reviews from my buddies.No doubts reviews were mix of positive and negative comments, which reflected i m not good at grammar and i need an editor.I just smiled & accepted the flaws but i was intrigued by the response.

Now when ever I am alone & am in bliss these words keep crossing my mind,from word to forming a sentence and then to mesmerizing topics.

I was in my lawn by 12 o clock quite nocturnal since yrs, so I feel happy spending some time watching TV or sitting in lawn at night .I always looked around, but today power failure made me look at moon as that was the only source of light at that moment.When i turned on FM to my surprise,I got to hear the song i was just humming and i was craving for its beautiful lyrics.

When i heard that song, I thought if this wish had to be done, why i didn't wish something else? But thats the way of life, this moment was for fulfilling little wish only.

When i looked above standing in support of my black car, whole life crossed my eyes. Each star seemed like shadow of the people i met and lost with some bitter sweet memories.As i lived this moment and songs changed from one to another giving me mood swings, light blinked and i came in to pen down my thoughts, before they flutter from one to other like songs of FM......

the last kiss

2009-10-07T11:47:00.000-07:00

In the middle of the night .I just got awake for a sip of water for my dry throat and just after quenching the thirst ,In the silence of remote night and moment of meditation.It is meditation because in hustle and bustle of these days we hardly see our mind desolate,as i witnessed now.It was a moment when I bought a thought to my mind "The last kiss".

The last kiss could be a beginning of a new relationship which never started and it could be an end to the one which was struggling for a happy ending.

I saw this movie yesterday "the last kiss" & realized that we humans have capacity to go stray in relations.We always question ourself, what next? This question has no barriers of age .It can tantalize the senses of a person who just got what he desired ,the love of his life,it can also cross the mind of the one in relation and now is bored of it.

Why passion for the same person doesn't stays for long and some times some people need change when one partner just doesn't .

I do have answer to these questions somewhere in my sub conscious,so does everyone else but then why do we follow questions and not answers.We get reasons to leave the one we loved at a moment.Beauty of the same soul doesnt seems like reason for staying.

love is marred by new fatal desires`.

Dawn follows every night so does in relations dark nights can be followed by happy endings if we just try for little longer.

Invincible solution to this incorrigible problem is communication. I believe if we talk our mind discuss what is drifting a relation ,we can replenish what is lacking.there will be no endings,Just beginnings....................

conversation begins..............

2009-10-06T22:08:00.000-07:00

Living in comforts given by our parents sometimes we forget to look down on unprivileged.And we take so many gestures of life for granted.In one such moment moving around in city,first time on my own. As i was without conveyance, I got in conversation with a rickshaw wala .Usually girl my age will not,But I did.I asked him where is he from? He was in his late 20s.He answered amaithi. I nodded my head with a sound hmmmmm .We all have stories so i was craving to hear one from him.Bringing politics in conversation in amusement, he said its rahuls amaithi, sonia ji's amaithi.I had this question in mind what changes these politicians bought in their life that their names added enthusiasm in his tone.It is so easy to please these people with some nice speeches and false hopes of just fulfilling basic needs every election and cater the vote banks.
On my next question about his family he told life had been quite a struggle, he's the only one working in his family of seven.He lost his father to TB,and no one got chance to go to school.I asked him how he came to this city.he said his childhood friend bought him.They don't get good work there and they don't want to do small jobs they are not paid well ,so they came here.
I saw the bigger picture here, this is the problem with youth of Punjab also,they can do all the small jobs in other countries but not in their own. Big reason is they are paid wel for the small jobs there .This also shows the broken window of the other state and how our own people instead of inspiring us comforting us drown us in pain,make us feel inferior about our work choices according to our skills.life comes at halt at situation like this.Young man said he wants to do something big in life.I didn't ask him how because we all share same dream, Questioning him would be questioning his capabilities and who am i to do so.he must be having some landscape for his dreams..
After some pause, he said there is only one way to face new day,think it will be good day, I'll meet nice people and I'll make it good as well.
And he was right, new day, new season brings hope in our lives. By being a fighter we can face life with positive spirit and give our best shot........

ek kagaz hae aur kalam bhi

2009-10-06T21:24:00.000-07:00

ek kagaz hae aur kalam bhi,
socha ek tasveer banadun.
par fir sochon kaun ho tum duniya puchaegi,
kya kehna tum meri zindagi.
fir sochun neela rang toa lafzon ka hae ,
kaisae in kali ankhon ki gehrai neelae sae bhar doon.
aur main sochoon,
kaisae wo madham si hasi hotton main bhar doon .
ek kagaz hae aur kalam bhi
main sochoon tasveer adhuri bin rangoon kae,
kyoon na kagaz lafzon sae bhar doon.
ek kagaz aur siyahi bhi kum,
kyuun na siyahi ashkaun sae bhar doon,
aur likhun fiir mann ka darpan.
ek kagaz aur merae lafaz ab simat rahae hain gehrai ko.
duniya ki nazron sae chup kar,
kuch lafzon main mae yun kar doon,
ki tum samjho mann ka darpan.
aaj bhi jismae aankh hae nambh ,
aur mann har ahat soach raha hae tum aogae.
zindagi kae uss padav par,
jab thak jaogae lot kae daekhogae
in ankhon main khud ko paogae aur aa jaogae.

selfless or selflove

2009-10-05T23:55:00.000-07:00

In soliloquy ,I just realized after reading Kamla das, A writer , a poet cannot confide herself to one religion, cast or culture.
A writer is a soul in search of depths of oceans and new horizons .She has no boundaries of land,culture or religion . what can please her soul is invincible argument even she cannot win.

When i moved further with this soliloquy, I witnessed some more thoughts .I recalled one writer said ,"self love is important ".
If we love our self world will follow or we can say world will love us. but I contradict , A soul in self love is lost in self satisfaction, self improvement, self pleasures and there is no room for the world .

I believe a person has to forget self & then she can witness the world & its needs its expectations & where she can bring change .The need of the hour.

When we look back at history,people in self love made no big changes in the world. people with rigid minds & closed outlook for religions,races,positive progress and for power caused genocides and mass destructions .example for genrations to come is Hitler.he treated humans like animals and made them live in inhuman conditions and chose worst deaths for them.

Those who died fighting against such people were selfless and they were the one who brought positive changes in the world. Whether we talk about our heroes like Bhagat Singh or Father of the nation Mahatma Gandhi. For some like me ,he might not be a hero to give whole credit to but he was one of the heroes.So i have to acknowledge no one can fast for 27 days for others ,but he did.
Becoming selfless & love ,brings love on a new platform where we just love people ,life,nature and everything we are blessed with. It raises us and our vision to a level where we never fall but rise and demand no claim.

"krishna I am melting ,melting ,nothing remains but you".

invincible words

2009-10-04T10:11:00.000-07:00

ek muthi karvatain laeti tanhai hae,

ek muthi khawabon main tunae jagha banai hae.

ek muthi dhoop nae chu kar ek pyas jagayi hae .

ek muthi rang hae , ek muthi ahsaas.

ek muthi rishton main gehrai hae.

ek muthi arzoo raet ko thamae rakhnae ki,

ek muthi soch jo kahae raet bhi kabhi haathon main thaehar payi hae.

bas ek muthi saans hain, aur ek muthi zindagi.

kuch bhi na pakar mainae tujhsae ,ek muthi preet nibhai hae.

hope floats

2009-10-04T06:01:00.000-07:00

Morning sun shows ,
I am standing alone.
who stole my heart and my soul
that is the thing I cant do without.
I did try, but this heart aches in melancholy.
this empty feeling ,
I cant hold more.
I am scared no shoulder to cry on.
where is my angel?
to sprinkle some love on this less broken heart,
to let this hope float.